"I'm Feeling Lucky !!!"

It starts with that one look, something that can change perspectives without reasoning, and from there on everything is a catalyst(s). The sounds, the environment, the time, the costume, the movements, a gesture or no gesture, thoughts(actually blank at this moment:)) and all things add to something special, and by the time you realize what it is you are in the middle of a Want. Want to be able to see further, listen some more, feel the moment for a little longer, wanting to touch & being touched, to know and to Be. The want to be able to end the want(ness)(No, i'm not talking about wham-bham thank you...no). Some climb to great heights and some dive to greater depths, do things that can potentially set examples while some others consider (unknowingly) doing the bizzare.
I look back to what I've written and smile as it winks at back me.

Yahaan do baatein ho sakthi hai.

Pehla would be that all the senses including the sixth are mixed up, yea thats right all mixed. Here we are looking at the inexperienced ones or the first timers, who are not able to caress & fondle one sense at a time instead they'd enjoy the mixed feeling and wouldn't even want to go any further to try and distinguish. To them(to us, not very long ago) the gap between 'want' and need is filled with a shaken mixture of her, her touch, her smell, her body n how it looks, her voice and the best part - the kiss and the continuity. They continue to drink from the same cocktail for very long and some for not long enough (sad uh?).

Time goes by and thats not the only thing that goes by, a lot does. right? Here we've seen much, sadness and happiness, the good and the harsh realities of life and not very optimistic about the happennings. well, so we've grown. Keeping everything else aside I'd like to talk about my specific liking towards wiskey, beer at times but i sure wont mix both(unless very drunk ;)), I'm talking about specificity.

So, for us grownups (you know, with all the past experience) the gap inbetween is filled with very distinctive and labelled Senses, as in we know what is what and things we like are kinda clearer- controlled.
I hope we're all sub-consciously waiting for that First Look to happen again and to be able to Want for the second time. If you're thinking it doesn't happen again you may be wrong. IT HAPPENS. sometimes you don't even have to compromise with your likings(lol).
well we meet and this time theres lesser drag considering we're grownups. A few meetings, spending quality time together but taking a lot more time in naming the relationship because of the past experience(not considering whether good or bad ones). Now again we take pleasure in her, her touch, her smell, ... yea all that distinctively remembering her perfume(well even if its the most popular one, get it?). Life is super good with the concept of wooing her all the time, (men love this part, wooing in all possible ways)..... But if you wanted and could just seize the present read further or wait for later.
In the beginning of a relationship, whenever the first thought of kissing her crosses your mindjust tell her "Lets not kiss but hold on to this feeling", just say it. The urge will take you places and you may even start believing in love. Its a mutual feeling only greater.

Yahaan bhi do baatein ho sakthi hai

if you hang on to the feeling untill both have found new company - you've got a muse for life.
or
You'll end up in bed the same evening.

ps - i have a feeling i'll not be allowed to write, very soon.