From the shower.

Like in a dream, you're always in the middle of something, even thoughts seem to pop up in the most unexpected of times. I was in the middle of a steaming hot bath enjoying the shower and all of a sudden i thought of something and this time i made it a point to note it down immidiately(i'm keeping a note book to jot down ideas, i read this somewhere and its super helpful).
I kept thinking of how confused i am with everything around me and at this point i also thought about my love for acting and things were clear. I prolonged the bath as i stood there thinking further trying to connect my thoughts. I'm never able to decide on anything but while acting I simply seem to be enjoying every moment without any blurring(its like HD) the emotions also come out just right. All i need is to figure out some acting techniques which i hope i will soon learn because acting is something im not confused about.
Writing has also helped me figure out that i continue to do things i've loved with all my focus, and dedication and thats why all the rest seems confusing.
Oh btw you should take that prolonged hot water shower too its got wonderful effects.